I once was lost but now I'm found

CRAPPY MARK. urgh. got a SUPER crappy mark for maths common D: SLUG IS A BITCH. she has no right to call bronny a bitch cuz she's a bitch herself. D:< aiyooo. i'm liking lambchops more and more. i said a month ago that i'd let him go. in the end...i like him more. ==" HAPPY BIRTHDAY NESS (^) ^^ hope you enjoyed it :D end of blabbing for another day... (:

typical saturday... normal saturday schedule :D today was the last lesson of the term for CS though :D PARTY PARTY PARTY. :D i really wanna say: SLUG ATTACK! because that's what the slug does to me EVERY WEEKDAY. ==" fuck man. seriously...==" i really HATE it. tasukete!!!!!! if i could rate her from 1-10 on the annoying scale...i'd rate her 10 cuz she's SUPER annoying. woohoo! sunday tmrw :D which means...eheheheh :L

SICK&TIRED. if it wasn't for blogging...i'd totally be sleeping atm D: cuz i'm soooooooo tired. i think i got the flu again D: urgh. why is my immune system sso weak ==" aishhh~ sleep time. boring day tmrw (: 

EMBARRASSING. urgh. it was musicale today....SOOOOOOOOOO EMBARRASSING! ==" the parents were laughing cuz of the second song :( ima join senior choir next year...cuz they have better songs :D but i din't wanna come to school@ 7:30am just for practice D: meh~ i'm bored&tired. i need to be entertained. was at library todays~ boring but fun :D

ANNOYED. befor i practice piano everyday...my parents are like...PRACTICE. what's worse is when my dad says it. then after piano lessons on sunday. i get lectured by my dad. he's like...you don't practice enough...etc. always critisising me. and looking down on me :( when he says "you take piano as a burden...it should be for leisure" but he doesn't know how i feel when he does this. when he says that in my head i think..."if it wasn't for you an mum always making me practice and critisising me, i wouldn't take it as burden. :( WHY DON'T MY PARENTS CARE. WHY AM I ALWAYS CRITISIZED BY MY FAMILY. i think my only true family member is my brother. but someday. someday. he will also look down on me. he will. :( if only i had the courage to do what i want. but i don't. no courage at all. life is gay. especially when your family critisises you. an when you love someone who doesn't love you :( <3

aiyoo. didn't blogg again... aiyoo. this is for yesterday's blog XD yesterday was boring. FCKING HELL. i totally failed my simultaneous equations test D: but it's alright. i got full marks for chinese test XD aishh~ SO BORED. BORED. BORED. BORED. ==" ima blog for today tonight~

OUCH. urgh. i tripped while walking down the stairs today D: scraped my knee big time and it's still bleeding. meh~ OMG my marks were fail! what i can't believe is that i got first for jap and 2nd for maths....AISHH~ BAD ENGLISH MARK. like...srsly bad :( Tell mee goodbye (8) i don't have crap to say these days. oh yehh. NEW RECORD HAVEN"T TALKED ABOUT LAMCHOPS FOR 3-4 DAYS xD

HBD TIM! Tim's bday todays~ HBD! omg. tmrw is p/t night!!! :( molly sat with us today! (: it was funn (: oh great. medieval day. maths test. STUDY! :(:(:( nts: photocopy study notes for cathy <3 ima sudy nows ;) hehe xD

EXCURSION (Y) our grade went on an excursion today ;) it was soooooooo funnnnn! wake up @ 5:45am. arrive @ school @ 6:20am get stressed cuz bev isn't here yet and finds out she woke up @ 6:40am. and arrived @ school @ 7am lucky. bus trip=boringggg! was stuck with a group of indians cuz there were no seats to sit next to bev :( first activity: ROCK CLIMBING. it was boring. totally slacked off. second activity: FLYING FOX. AWESOMEEST THING INVENTED. it was sooooooooo FUNN! i wanna go on it again! third activity: HIGH ROPES. not a chance i will go on. i'm afraif of heights. i wonder wht the fear of heights is...heightophobia? :L but yehh...it looked SOOOOOOOO scary. ==" bus trip home: FUN FUN FUN! totally playing around with bev. went on a high xD lunch was FANTASTIC! yummy. dericious. we also watched all our vids from yesterday xD (8) I'M GONNA BE OKAY! (8) sucked in to those ho missed out their opportunity. their prob;em for not going xD

AWESOME DAY WITH AWESOME PEOPLE XD i was out all day today ;) 8:30am: meet bev @ burwood station. window shopping. 9:30am: meet with ness,kaz&agatha -on the train- 10am: arrive @ city. 10:10am: walk around chinatown & shops in city 11am: RONG BAO TANG! bought Kara album, Lupin, LOADS OF POSTERS. <3<3 11:40am: yes we spent 40 mins in rong bao tang. food time ;) 12pm: caps (: only one round of photos and went. 12:30pm: -on the train- 1:30pm: @ Kaz's place. 1:30pm-3:30pm: filming musical. amazing we go it done xD 3:30pm-4pm: playing with camera. making bloopers. 4pm: went home. kinda got lost on my way to burwod station. 5pm: @ home. took a quick shower 5:15pm: went to Martin's place. -in the car sleeping- 5:45pm-10pm: martin's place 10:30pm: home. and that was my SUPER busy day today. OMG. have to wake up @ 5:45am tmrw. school@ 6:45am darn excursion. :(

1/2 HR LATE POST  XD i know. i know. it's monday already. because my post is 1/2 hr late xD but meh~ i was out so yehh... this morning's tennis lesson was funn after that was even better. i sat right behind him @ church. and i could look directly at him while he was playing guitar on stage xD my seat was such an awesomee seat xD after service. we had morning tea and 1/2 hr to talk and all. so yehh...barnabas...wore this pink bow tie and we all full on cracked up :L SOOOOOO FUNNY. thx to grace&jacky for making him bible study was about gossip. i should stop bitching about jess and backstabbing her. i feel sooo bad for doing it :( should SERIOUSLY stop. piano. don't wanna talk about it. so frkn crap. Aunty ellen's place. food was nice. movie was inspiring. and interesting. documentary on SBS was awesome. the movie was reall inspiring. it talked about how God had help someone go through all the times she was in pain, both spiritually&physically. awesomee stuff...

LET'S GET HYPER! awesomeest saturday ever. apart from the fact i had chinese&tutor...so yehh...i went to friend's place for dinner and the whole night...kpop was on (: i got soooooooo hyper when shock&special were on since B2ST are awesomee. <3 anyway. so as usual i had chinese school&tutor. nothing special happen today. apart from the fact that it was teresa&dannielle's bday xD HBD to both of you! <3 that's it todays~

FAILED THE SCIENCE COMP. omg. we had science comp @ period 2 today~ SOOOOOOOOO FRKN HARD!!!!!!!! so...yehh... i really shouldn't have told anyone about Lambchop...peope keep teasing me about it!!! :( not cool. mehh~ who gives. as long as only th people who know don't spread it to other people. esp...seftoners. cuz it might spread to him...and then...disaster. :L Period 1 today wasn't that bad~ P.E. we were doing netball~ it was actually quite fun once you got the hang of it~ but i seriously would rather basketball~ I'm quite happy cuz i missed geo today~ but mann..the science comp was VERY hard~ rest of the day was like normal...nothing special happened.  after school...i went through my WHOLE maths book and did all the things i hadn't finished ;) i'm such a lazybum...need to study study study! didn't practice piano todays (:  wahhhhhhhhhh~ ==" life is gay. especially when you are going through your rebellious stage.

BLOGGING ON IPAD! ima blog in ipad todays xD it's fun! :L anyways~ i go to school...and the first person i hear is the slug ==" fck man. so frkn loud you can hear her from the front gate! we had evacuation todays~ stuff living skills...but evacuation was a waste of time (i was gonna write money) :L but i can guarantee you...the slug being born into this world is a waste of time&money. sometimes i like to wonder...why the heck was i born into his world...what would happen if i wasn't born...hmmm...i wonder (: sometimes i truly do wish i wasn't born...but i guess GOD has a reason for why we were born...same thing with why i had HIrschsprung's disease, so if you are someone who likes to wonder these things..just remember GOD made you for a reason...no matter what it is...you are still important to this world (: AHA&Betty gave me a chance to see him...again...they purposely walked to the carriage he was in so that i could see him...such a waste of tim...

STREETDANCE (Y) went to the movies todayy~ it was funn! watched streetdance 3D sooooooooawesome~...rest of day was normal~ cbf to blog. (: