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fighting again

my parents are fighting again. i don't like it. they fight over the stupidest things! and every single time they do that, i drain myself with music. but not this time ): my earphones aren't working fully, so i can't listen ):
the sounds of my parents fighting are so scary. it makes me want to cry.
i hate it when they fight. it makes me angry. sad. depressed.
i need peace and quiet in my house.
i don't like it when my sister shouts.I don't like it if i get annoyed.
i absolutely hate it when my parents shout.
i'm scared.
i hate this.

on the contrary.
i'm getting baptised next monthhh!!!
:D
God is amazinggg~
he's indescribable.
God is love.
God is everything.
God gave me evrything i have.
i love God. <3

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