lately, i get annoyed pretty easily. especially because my sister is being a bitch and my brother is being a brat. wth is suddenly coming home and then acting all baby like. wth is coming home and judging me. accusing me. doing shit to me. if you really think i don't get angry from this, or i'm not frustrated, or that i can tolerate this. let me tell you one thing. I CAN'T. it pisses me off just as much as it would piss someone else off. i really don't like to live here. every single day that i stay here makes me ever more annoyed. i don't want to toleratethe annoyingness of siblings and parents. ):
Huh, it's been quite a while since I've posted here. Trials are creeping closer and closer, and you can't say I'm not stressed. But at the same time I haven't been the most productive person...in fact, I must say I'm very lazy. Less than 2 weeks til trials and I'm sitting here writing a blog. Here's how I've been going. All the drama's died down since last time, thankfully. I'm learning to let it go and not let it bother me as much. At the moment it seems that my parents are keeping a close watch on my sister, and God willing, it won't happen again. In terms of Barney, I can't say I don't have feelings towards him anymore, but it has been better. I guess I'm able to be comfortable around him again. My pain has returned, but what can I do. My menstrual cycle is currently terrible- I think I've bled for almost a month now. The pain is as usual, a pain- especially to manage because my meds haven't been of use lately....
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