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frustrated.

i feel so...frustrated. because of two people. molly and jessica.
both of them say insults to each other in front of me.
jess goes to bev to complain. molly comes to me.
wth.
i'm so pissed at them.
but, i can't show it cuz then they'd get pissed a me and i don't want that to happen.
i want to scream my heart out.
i was scream to God.
i want to find a solution to help them make up with each other.
"reconciliation doesn't exist..."
that's what jess said.
but, let me tell you,
reconciliation does exist, you just have to try harder.
"love your enemies as your friends"
i know it's hard, but God commanded it, so we should follow it.
if you find it hard, pray. ask for help from God.
He will definitely give you an answer.
because our God is amazing <3

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