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thank you.

want to say a huge thank you to LAC. especially a certain brother. thank you that all of you continuously take care of me when i feel uncared for. you guys have been there for me every time i was down and also when major things happened to me. you were all there to comfort and remind me that in all things i have God. you've made me realise that no matter what happens, whether i feel lonely, unloved, tired, down, i have God.
thank you so much.

of course, it wasn't just LAC. for the last 4 years, a sister of mine has also helped me realise this fact. she's been there, consoling me, praying for me. thank you my angel, tiff <3

most of all, thank you God. He was with me every step of the way. His word brought me comfort, sustained me, strengthened me, and everything that had been said in Psalm 119.
His love endures forever.

ANYWAY.
i was going through my OLD OLD OLD posts, as i always do :L
i had a list of names i thanked. looking back at that list, most of those people left me. i drifted away from most if them unknowingly. we seriously aren't even close anymore. in fact, i can't even get along with some. that goes to show that friendships don't last. eventually, you will drift away. but, God's love endures forever. He'll always be there. All you have to do is reach out to him and He will listen. He may not give the answer you want, but He knows what is best for you. He is the everlasting God.

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