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Colossians 3:1-2

"Since you have been raised with Christ, set your heart on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things."

Not sure why this verse suddenly came into mind last night. But I know very well that I haven't been doing what it says. Life is consuming me. (I know, I know, common excuse.) But it's just the way things are. School, family, friends, so much to do, so much to think about.

I HAVE been raised to life with Christ, and yet, I haven't made much of an effort to stop sinning, to stop putting other things before God. I haven't truly set my heart and mind on things about. I haven't been doing what I'm supposed to, loving the Lord with all my heart, all my mind, all my strength. I still possess so much sin in my life that needs to be rid of.

Daddy,
Be the Lord of my life. Give me a heart to love you with all my heart, all my mind and all my strength. Take away the sin that I have held onto, and make me pure in your eyes. Teach me to live a life where you are the centre of ALL things. Teach me to set my heart and mind on things about and not on earthly things, for everything on this earth is temporary. Quieten my heart so that I may be able to hear your voice speaking to me. Lead me, guide me, so that I may live by your will.
Amen.

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