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Character flaws.

If there's one flaw I have that is really ungodly it's the fact that I get annoyed at people really easily, especially those who just keep droning on with complaints. Those who don't get my point of view, or those who just keep thinking they're right. Those who rub it in your face that you're wrong and vice versa. Those who just follow other people's opinions and don't have an opinion themself. Those who are evidently not genuine.

If you have ever done this, at one point in time I probably would've been really annoyed at you, maybe even to the point where I don't want to talk to you anymore because I've lost respect for you. I know I shouldn't be like this, and I also know I have committed such things too.

Sorry Dad. It's wrong, and I shouldn't be like this because it doesn't reflect Jesus, nor shine your glory. Change this heart to be one that is accepting to others, and slow to anger. Teach my to say no to ungodliness, and bring glory and honour to your name. Thank you for accepting me into your family, dying for me, even when I was a sinner, rejecting you, and unrighteous. Thank you for adopting me as your child, and making me a co-heir with Christ. Thank you for thinking of me when you created and saved my brothers and sisters in Christ who never fail to encourage me in my walk with you.

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