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Mood swings?

Currently in a mood where I just don't want to deal with anything- not my family, not my dead laptop, not my feelings. 
But then again, that was what the past weeks felt like, simply because I'm so sick and tired of everything that's been going on since the exam period began. 
I'm so tired, not just physically, but emotionally too. And I don't want to admit it, but spiritually as well. 
Sure, the past weeks were a good learning experience for me, but it felt like I had no time at all to just wind down and relax. To not have to worry over other things when I spent time with God. 
That sounds nice...having no worries. Too bad it doesn't happen. :/ 

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