I once was lost but now I'm found

Annie, oh Annie, seek not things on this earth, but rather treasures in the glorious heaven above. For when you pass, as all will, you take nothing with you. It is all futile, passing like a mist. But the Lord stands forever, in his eternity you can place your trust. 

I think if there's any conclusion I've come to over the past day and a half of mulling over the situation, it's that what started out as a mere crush turned into quite deep feelings as we became closer and began to talk more. And that's why I'm feeling pretty crappy and actually very upset. In all of this, I am thankful that it didn't drag out for longer, because otherwise I would've fallen deeper than I had intended to. (Not that I intended to like him in the first place.) I think a part of me was a tiny bit hopeful that we might have ended up together, even if I kept trying to believe that I wasn't expecting anything.  But God has been gracious in answering prayer, and I know I can trust that He has better plans for my life, whether it involves a boy or not. 

Rejoice! When you cry to Him he hears your voice, he will wipe away your tears. Rejoice!  It's been a mentally and emotionally exhausting day, but I can rejoice knowing that my Heavenly Father loves me immensely and had a good plan for me.