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HBBD JESS!

(happy belated bday)

so my day wasn't too bad~ just that i feel like i should act more like myself in front of people. in front of them...i act like i can handle things, and really strong, but at heart, i'm not like that...i cry for the slightest things like getting lectured by my parents.

I guess it is hard to do that cuz a normal human would act differently around people that when they are alone (: My life is quite stuffed up nowadays, though it was before. I need a place where i can be alone, a place where i can be myself, do anything i want. i just want freedom.free myself from my parents and all my problems. just relax and do all the things i want to do. who knows...maybe it will happen (:

I've gotten over him slightly (: but i guess i can't let go yet. if you know me and think that i'm not going through any pain, then you're wrong. there's something in this world called putting on an act and that's what i'm doing. life is unfair. i know that. (:

OMG. i got lectured today ): urghh~ homework with music. it's unreasonable! :(

g'night.
life is boring and gay. i wanna end it now.

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