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I AM PISSED.


i'm super pissed at my friend...cuz she made an event to be on the same day as my event was...i was like OMG. why the heck did she have to do that! just because she doesn't wanna go...doesn't mean she can do something that will upset me...but of course wouldn't tell her...i don't wanna lose an important friend. but still...I'M REALLY PISSED! obviously people would want to go to her event instead of mine...but...who cares. if nobody wants to go...i'll go by myself. D<

why do people in this world like to piss me off so much...am i THAT vulnerable? have they never thought that it would hurt my feelings? just because i care about my friends, it doesn't mean you can make me upset! or is it because you think that it won't hurt me to do something i think will hurt my feelings.

IS THIS WHAT A TRUE FRIEND IS? I REALLY HOPE THEY DON'T THINK THAT. because it isn't. at least i have true friends. but to me, all my friends are SUPER important in my life, close or not. i really wish she didn't do that...

D< D< D< :( ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

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