I once was lost but now I'm found

angel from heaven. tiffany tang. you're an angel from sent from God to be there for me. and protect me. <3 this is my first major heartbreak. and now i know how you felt when you were heartbroken. i understand what it's like now. all those heartbreaks you had. how one person can impact you so much. i finally felt it. i'm not gonna cry over him. maybe it is like what you said. i don't want to show any weakness. yet at the same time i don't have courage to say anything. blogging really helps. you can just let everything out and not care. i totally forgot that God was there until you reminded me. i will be strong. you too okay? i want to act normal. so it seems like i don't care. i don't want stop liking him. but at the same time i do. i don't hate him. thank you for your support. <3 and yes. patience is a virtue. we shall wait for our "mr. right" together. knowing hat you and God are always there. knowing that you've been h...

in my dreams... i'm so useless. i went to Rice on saturday and i brought Bev and Molly. but they didn't seem to have much fun...aishhhh~ oh well. >.> i just remembered :L when we were waiting for the others with sharon, Bev shouted "ANNIE LOVES LAMBCHOPS!" and i was like...@#$%$&%^&! no i didn't swear. just didn't know what to say... after rice. i went to the hospital. i waited for 1 1/2 hrs before a doctor came! ughhhh. after the doctor saw me. i tried to sleep. every time i closed my eyes...he was there. when i fell asleep...i dreamt of him. that's rare. sunday night: operation. i HATE operations. D: that's my second one already. >.> i swear it's sooooooooo painful! D: can't laugh. can't sit. can't stand. can't walk. can't burp. can't even take a shower by myself. i take panadol every 4-6 hours to stop the pain. D: gonna be back at school soon :D YAYAY! rally on saturday. :D YAYAY! hahaha. :D

TIFFANY <3 you're sooo sweet. Thank you Lord for giving me a friend like you tiff <3 -supporting me when i'm down. -making me feel soooo happy. <3 though our lifee has it's ups and downs, knowing i've got suchh a good friend always cheers me up. knowing that God is always there for me. knowing that you're always there for me. these things help me when i'm feeling in need. first thing i need to do: BUY MYSELF A BIBLE. my sister's one is gay. love is the key to life. but not just love in a relationship. but love from God. our youth group watched a movie lately. and it's called facing the giants. this movie outlines the basic problems to one has to overcome. but in the movie it always says: if we win, we praise God, if we lose, we praise God. this is exactly what we should do. i feel like i need to change my life...learn to depend on God more and don't always rely on friends. i know that there are people who care for me. yet i don...

why am i ALWAYS the one getting the blame. D: -getting the blame when it's my sister's fault. yet i can't fight back. -getting the blame when it isn't even my problem. -getting the blame ALL THE TIME. D: i don't get it. WHYYYYY?! today i got the blame for making my friend deactivate fb. okay. i admit. i uploaded a photo of her. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN IT'S MY FAULT! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT. do i seem like a person who has strong heart? you really think some words won't hurt me deeply. you really think saying those words won't make me cry. well then you're wrong. just because you said that, i cried. i'm not strong. you can cut me deeply just bying saying words you don't even mean. my heart isn't strong. inside. i'm very weak. but in front of you. it seems like i'm very strong. and won't care what you say to me. but you're all wrong. you don't know the real me.the me who is weak and dependent. i nee...

THIS POST IS TO TIFFANY :D tiffffffffff :D i decided to comment on your post lahhh~ 1. yes you can be guarded at times. but being guarded can be a good thing.it means you're aware of who you should be friends with and who you shouldn't. you're aware about who the right people to hang around are. 2. yes loads of tings have happened and i guess that's just how life is...life has it's ups and downs. this is how God wants our life. and that is how we live it (: 3. not many people do actually know the real you. there's a side of you that you don't even show kimmy...but everyone has that side. fake smiles on the outside, bleeding heart on the inside. i'm like that too and even bev doesn't know. i think the only people that know the real me are you and annieh 4. always there for you lahh~ no need to thank me for it (: good to hear that God has given you a solution to your problems. i can't do much for you, but i can definitely pray for you ^^ ...

hello. it's sunday :D -weekly update- monday: boring. got busted in english. who cares about mr carrot. ==" tuesday: nothing much actually happened... wednesday: SAW JOANNEE AFTER 1 1/2 yrs :D miss her sooooo muchhh <3 thursday: hahaha. he waved at me :D friday: awkwardness with boys at lib :D saturday: attempted the gee dance. failed. and last lesson of yr 8 in tipps. sunday: typical. nothing new. and while commenting on connie's status. i actually cried ==" i'm so vulnerable when it comes to love. now. 2 people from church wanna know who i like ==" goshhhhh. i'm def. not telling them :D subject selections tmrw .____________________. not good :D