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TIFFANY <3


you're sooo sweet. Thank you Lord for giving me a friend like you tiff <3
-supporting me when i'm down.
-making me feel soooo happy.
<3
though our lifee has it's ups and downs, knowing i've got suchh a good friend always cheers me up. knowing that God is always there for me. knowing that you're always there for me. these things help me when i'm feeling in need.
first thing i need to do: BUY MYSELF A BIBLE. my sister's one is gay.
love is the key to life. but not just love in a relationship. but love from God.
our youth group watched a movie lately. and it's called facing the giants. this movie outlines the basic problems to one has to overcome. but in the movie it always says: if we win, we praise God, if we lose, we praise God. this is exactly what we should do.
i feel like i need to change my life...learn to depend on God more and don't always rely on friends.
i know that there are people who care for me. yet i don't know how to cherish them and let them rely on me. i feel so useless.
once again, THANKKKKKKKK YOUUU TIFFANYYY <3 i feel reallyyyy blessed. i shall keep praying and reading God's word. as for you, don't stop smiling as well because i'll be veryy worried and soon my smiles will turn upside down ^^ i wanna see a true smile more often from you, as i know you've been fake smiling. you can alwayss let all your deepest emotions out on me. i'll alwayss be there for youu. if there i things you don't want to tell me, you can always tell God. he'll give you an answer. i love you and will always be there (:

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