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'don't touch me'

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molly is leaving the school, her last words to me were. 'don't touch me' her last expression to me was a scowl. did she really hate me that much? i was just trying to be friendly. this one year of friendship. it all ended with pain. last week, we were getting along fine. now she absolutely hates me. i really don't understand her. was i really not a good friend? did she really not treasure our friendship? i really regret everything. now all i can really do is look at our old images and reminisce. 'ajigoo' why keep that name when you no longer like us. when you suddenly neglects us.
those last words. 'don't touch me' that hurt. the flashbacks of when we first met. the flashbacks of when we got along fine. our memories. it doesn't even seem like you treasure them. one fight. completely broke our friendship.
i'll miss you. but i'm not allowed to tell anyone. i can't show concern for you. not when all you did was scowl and push me away.

i can't even rememebr how many times i cried this week. i thought i was going to be a good week. but i guess i shouldn't make assumptions.
once again blog. and God. for listening to me, and being there for me. <3

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