Skip to main content

i beg to differ.

Image
By
You? Lonely? I hear you say this and I thought, you probably don't even understand what it feels like to be lonely. This insecurity. This feeling of being left behind and neglected. You won't even understand. You say these things as a joke. I'm feeling the loneliness, insecurity, neglect.
Maybe I am self-centered. Maybe she was right. Maybe I'm not caring enough to notice. But I still think you're kidding when you say that you're lonely. It doesn't seem possible when attention is always on you. When everyone loves you. I love you too.

I know you love me. I know you care for me. But sometimes, I just don't feel it. Sometimes, your actions make me question your love. Is it a joke? Will you really leave me behind? Do you find me annoying? I have no idea. But for now, I'll believe you do love me.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A "short" update

By Annie
Huh, it's been quite a while since I've posted here. Trials are creeping closer and closer, and you can't say I'm not stressed. But at the same time I haven't been the most productive person...in fact, I must say I'm very lazy. Less than 2 weeks til trials and I'm sitting here writing a blog. Here's how I've been going. All the drama's died down since last time, thankfully. I'm learning to let it go and not let it bother me as much. At the moment it seems that my parents are keeping a close watch on my sister, and God willing, it won't happen again. In terms of Barney, I can't say I don't have feelings towards him anymore, but it has been better. I guess I'm able to be comfortable around him again. My pain has returned, but what can I do. My menstrual cycle is currently terrible- I think I've bled for almost a month now. The pain is as usual, a pain- especially to manage because my meds haven't been of use lately....
Post a Comment
More, More, More! >>

Apparently not stressed enough.

By Annie
Why don't my parents do the HSC if they think it's so easy? So, basically, I got my report last night and when my dad saw it, he just kept repeating the fact that my marks were crap and that I'm doing horribly. "You should be the top of the school" My mum wasn't any better, saying that I didn't do well and I need to work harder. Why do they only look at extension maths? I KNOW I FAILED IT. As if I don't feel crappy already. Don't cry. You can't cry.  You're not allowed to cry.
Post a Comment
More, More, More! >>

Faithful

By Annie
A timely reminder in the midst of chaos.
Post a Comment
More, More, More! >>