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Sabbath Rest.

Don't ask why I'm up at 3 typing this.
So, yesterday, the talk at H2O was on sabbath rest. I think the speaker is right. We try too hard to prove ourself to other people. I always try to prove myself to my parents, friends, relatives, brothers and sisters. It's no wonder why life gets so tiring. Leave it to God. These 4 words, I say them so regularly, and yet, have I really learnt to do it? Don't let your work define you, Christ defines you. There's no need to prove yourself. REST in Christ's salvation. Have peace knowing you are not a slave to sin, but a servant of Christ. A child of God.
God, even though my emotions are all over the place, even though I am messed up, teach me to leave it to you. You ARE my almighty Father, and I know you know what is best. So, keep my faith in you and keep you as the centre of my life rather than those earthly things I've filled my heart with. Allow me to rest in you.

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