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Looking back...properly

Looking back to 2012 properly, I've experienced so much that I'm really grateful for, and a lot that I'd never thought I'd ever experience.
Starting from the beginning, simply moving houses and watching my old house be rebuilt, to now living in a completely re-furbished house. God is soooo gracious and has really blessed my family with more than we deserve. Not only putting food on our table, giving us clothes to wear and shelter to live it, but rather, enough food that we'll be more than full, new clothing that we don't even need and a completely new home where we can live and sleep comfortably.
Being able to travel overseas with school was quite a fun experience for me, and I can definitely say I've made many, many unforgettable memories amd also learnt a whole lot.
Taking in a Korean exchange student. Never in my life would I have thought my mum would let me take one in. But she did, and through that I've made so many new friends! Even with the language barrier, they were very sweet and awesome people.
I guess those were the three most significant events of 2012, and without them, I don't know if I'd even be grateful for the year. Thank you daddy for blessing me with so much over the past 15 years of my life. My whole life couldn't even give back the amount you've done for me. I'm a sinner, and yet you still love me, and that's the one thing that would be the biggest blessing you've given. Thank you for you amazing grace. Thank you for Jesus.

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