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Not happy with how things went :/

I'm seriously unhappy about the trip to the gynaecologist yesterday. For one, it was useless. The doctor ONLY told me that I was to test out no pills for a month, then go back on them. (I was looking forward to stopping pills forever.) And also to get an ultrasound in 4-5 months. I wasn't anticipating them to have found a cause. I wasn't. But I didn't go all the way to Westmead to be told things I already knew. If pills weren't working, couldn't you have given suggestions to try something else?
Not only that, but they down-graded the pain. "It doesn't seem as bad as I thought." You're kidding me right? I can barely move around when I'm in pain and you're saying it doesn't seem too bad? "If it was really bad, you'd have walked in with severe pain." Well excuse you, did I not say that it didn't have a specific time frame?

I know, I'm complaining when I really shouldn't.
And yes, I'm typing this in pain.
Daddy, you know what the pain is. You know what's going on in there. Please let me trust in you through this pain. Sorry that I'm complaining. :/

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