I once was lost but now I'm found

i got scolded by my piano teacher today...AGAIN :/ so my parents gave me something to think about. do i want to continue piano or not? honestly, i want to. but i don't have the motivation to practice. i honestly don't know what to do. so prayer point for today: motivation to practice piano. second thing, i realised how messed up my life is. :/ so second prayer point: guide me to fix up my life and follow God's ways. i'm going to be thining a lot this week about my problems. whether it be social problems, physical problems, emotional problems. all these sorts of things will be sorted out by the end of this week. i'm going to start with social. well, for starters, my friends aren't really on good terms. espesh, jess and molly. and as someone stuck in between, i need to find a way to help them. so prayer point 3: give me the wisdom to speak to both molly and jess, so that i will hopefully talk some sense into them. another thing is me and bev...i tell her ...

it was our last yr 9 lesson at tipps yesterday. next week, we're all in a different class. i'll miss them :/ esp. david ): i don't know when the next time i see him will be > oh wells. i'm sure he'll do well in his new class ^^ same with all the others~ they're such a fun bunch, i wish i was in their class again ): bye everyonee

i'm sorry God. for all the faults i have. for disappointing you. for my shameful acts that DO NOT reflect my worship towards you. whatever i have done. i'm sorry. idky. but i've been feeling a bit insecure...who's gonna take me down. who's gonna help me up. i'm so scared that i will walkk the wrong path > Guide me God, to be who you want me to be. to follow your path. "sometimes i don't want to tell people i'm Christian, but rather i want my actions to show that i am Christian".

i went to k today! with my wonderful eomma and wonderful friends~ seriously. they are wonderfullll. eomma got me the fiction and fact limited edition albummmmmm. WAHHHHH. and doojoon poster XD i went crazy XD eomma, saranghaeyo! the card eomma gave me was funny :L cuz he drew b2st on it XD doojoon oppa saranghae~ oh yeh! it's taeminnie's bday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you're legal now. hahaha. no longer little taemin~ i will rise, when He calls my name~ God is amazing. i was walking home today, and almost lost my poster and doojoon thing. and God helped me find it. and when it was about to rain, i prayed for it to not rain until i got home, and it didn't. I LOVE YOU GOD! that's all today~ till next time! ^^

i couldn 't think of a title today :L so i did something random ^^ well, technically, i'm supposed to say yesterday, but whatever. i went to burwood todays~ got ditched D: oh well. I HAD HEAPS OF FUN AT CINDY'S PLACE :D failing at mariokart :L but winning that dancing game :P i miss my friends~ especially bevv i dunno why, but i've had a headache all night :/ and it's killkng me D: my head feels like it's gonna explode. but i'm still writing this blog (: seriously, it's really painful. ouch. i don't have much to say today :/ so i'll end it at that. gnight~ ARGHH. MY HEAD D:

i was reading facts about doojoon today. one of the facts was that his fave phrase is i babo, you babo, everybody babo. in other words, i'm an idion, you're an idiot, everyone's an idiot :L haha. he's so adorable haha. it's late, good night ^^

rawr. i'm back XD starting to get back into my blogging routine :L anyway. today i had quite an interesting day, despite the fact thatni had tutoring first thing in the morning ==" maths at 9am isn't very nice. but afterwards, I WENT TO KOORONG! :D didn't get enough time tk pick a book...considering i take ages to pick good books :L so i bought bible tabs. i have to, cuz i can NEVER remember where each book in the bible is :L afterwards, i went to church with church friends, so many i don't wanna list them. :L anyway, at church, silas to me and 'him' to go get some stuff from the store. -insert heartbeat noises- gosh was i nervous :L enjoyed his presence though, even though the trip to the store was awkward :L his presence makes me feel so safe ;) dinner was pizza. omnomnom pizza silas got pissed at us :/ for a while... but when actual music practice started, it was fun ^^ learnt a new song. IT'S SO HARDDDDDD. but it's pretty. oh yeh, BARN...