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rawr. i'm back XD
starting to get back into my blogging routine :L
anyway. today i had quite an interesting day, despite the fact thatni had tutoring first thing in the morning ==" maths at 9am isn't very nice.
but afterwards, I WENT TO KOORONG! :D didn't get enough time tk pick a book...considering i take ages to pick good books :L so i bought bible tabs. i have to, cuz i can NEVER remember where each book in the bible is :L
afterwards, i went to church with church friends, so many i don't wanna list them. :L
anyway, at church, silas to me and 'him' to go get some stuff from the store. -insert heartbeat noises- gosh was i nervous :L enjoyed his presence though, even though the trip to the store was awkward :L his presence makes me feel so safe ;)
dinner was pizza. omnomnom pizza <3
silas got pissed at us :/ for a while...
but when actual music practice started, it was fun ^^
learnt a new song. IT'S SO HARDDDDDD. but it's pretty. oh yeh, BARNABAS TAUGHT ME 4CHORDS ON PIANO :D i ish happeh ;) now i can play how great is our god and mighty to save :P
I WILL RISEEEEEEEEE. that's the song we learnt today :L i really like it :P
i've been doing devotion with this app on my phone. it's pretty cool :) i like it, cuz it teaches me how to start a relationship with God the right way. i'm still a bit insecure with my faith,but i'm sure God will guide me and pull me through.
i dunno why...but it seems like my relationship with my family is getting worse...i get so frustrated with them. :/
i hope it changes.

i feel so...tired of life. it's like...i don't belong here :/

omgosh. i'm so bipolar D:
lol. good night <3

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