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wow. i haven't been posting in a longgggg time.

wow. it's been a while. honestly, i think it's good that i don't blog, since whenever i do, i'm pissed :L well. i'm not in THAT bad of a mood today :D my holidays are soooooo peaceful :P
well, at least more peaceful than other times :L
for starters. i'm sick :/ NOT GOOD. been coughing all day~

anyway, since i haven't been blogging, i tend to read through my old posts :L and i realise, last year (2010) i must have been really..............i don't know how to say it :L ...depressed i guess? haha. or pissed at heaps of things.
i can't even count how many posts i have posted about being pissed over this, getting over someone, pissed at this person. THERE WAS HEAPSSSSSS.
people tend to ask, how are you? and i reply a...hmm. not that bad. i sometimes wonder...is that sincere? :/

anyway. moving on.
jess+molly? still pissed at each other. SERIOUSLY GIRLS. WHAT IS THERE TO BE PISSED AT. i was reading the fanfic jess and tiff wrote. 'The Lee family' those were the good days. when jess and molly were on good terms. i miss those days ):
i guess this is how God planned our lives huh?

神様、どうして? why did you make life so difficult :/
oh great. there i go again. asking why life is unfair =="

...
david, if you're reading this: HIIII :D
haha. i'm just bored :P

OMGOMGOMG. I FINALLY FOUND FICTION PIANO SHEET MUSIC. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. I'M SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY. :P
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. B2ST IS COMING TO AUSTRALIA.

...i'm so bipolar :L one minute i'm happy, the next i get depressed, and then i get high.
bipolar's not the right word. i'm TRIPOLAR :D

hehe. <3
TEEHEE :D

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