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i got scolded by my piano teacher today...AGAIN :/ so my parents gave me something to think about. do i want to continue piano or not? honestly, i want to. but i don't have the motivation to practice. i honestly don't know what to do. so prayer point for today: motivation to practice piano.

second thing, i realised how messed up my life is. :/ so second prayer point: guide me to fix up my life and follow God's ways.

i'm going to be thining a lot this week about my problems. whether it be social problems, physical problems, emotional problems. all these sorts of things will be sorted out by the end of this week.
i'm going to start with social.
well, for starters, my friends aren't really on good terms. espesh, jess and molly. and as someone stuck in between, i need to find a way to help them. so prayer point 3: give me the wisdom to speak to both molly and jess, so that i will hopefully talk some sense into them.

another thing is me and bev...i tell her everything that happens, but i can't seem to tell her about my emotional feelings, or how lonely i feel. :/

well, that's it for today. i really pray that this week will be productive for me.

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