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那我呢?

你有沒有想過你這樣對我生氣我會好傷心的啊? 你有沒有想過我的感受? 你知不知你這樣做只會加重我嗰負擔咖? 你知不知我宜家有幾傷心? 我已經夠多椰想啦. 你可以原諒其他人. 那我呢? 我已經想盡辦法要你不生氣, 不過你個態度令我無法可以原諒你.
你根本就不在乎我. 我說的對不對?
那我呢?

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