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i came home from school really pissed today. i guess it's just PMS...but i'm feeling really really annoyed right now. to be honest...i don't really have the right to be annoyed at anyone at the moment. so i'm annoyed at myself. i've really stuffed up this time. i really really really want to throw something at the moment. i really really really want to shout, yell, let out all my anger. i've lost my mind. i blamed it on people, when it was my fault. i made people feel upset. it started cuz of me. it should end cuz of me. i'd rather hurt myself than hurt the people around me.

i feel so pathetic. 

我好可惡哦. 難怪我身邊的人一個一個離開我.感覺好似沒人知道我心想什麼.也沒人肯聽.

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