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tears.

have you ever had the feeling of being on the verge of tears yet they never roll out? it's been like this for me the whole week. i really cant stand that feeling, it's like being on the verge of sneezing but it never comes out. it irritates me. i've been wanting to cry the whole week. i don't know why. it's just that the tears that want to come out just isn't willing. i need to cry. i need to relieve some stress. i want a shoulder to cry on. i don't wanna fake it anymore. but i can't let my friends see me with a sad face all the time. i don't want my friends to worry. tears. they need to come out once in a while. tears.

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