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Courageous

In H2O yesterday, we watched a movie called Courageous. An absolutely amazing movie, that is really touching.
It made me think about my relationship with my dad. Is this the way it should be?
God, teach me and use me to show my father that I can be a daughter who follows You, and trusts in You. To be obedient, and love my parents, no matter what they do. Show me, what a good daughter shuold be, and show me the things i am to do when i have kids.

Moving on.
So about that history exam i had, well...because i was so stressed and had a panic attack, God showed me comfort, and gave me people to talk to. That night, I texted Silas, needing someone to talk to. Though he was busy, he told me to read through Isaiah 40 & Psalm 34. Psalm, 34, gave me s much comfort and reassurance.

I will extol the Lord at all times;
his praise will always be on my lips.
I will glory in the Lord;
let the afflicted hear and rejoice.
Glorify the Lord with me;
let us exalt his name together.

I sought the Lord, and he answered me;
he delivered me from all my fears.
Those who look to him are radiant;
their faces are never covered with shame.
This poor man called, and the Lord heard him;
he saved him out of all his troubles.

The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him,
and he delivers them.

Taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
Fear the Lord, you his holy people,
for those who fear him lack nothing.

The lions may grow weak and hungry,
but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.
Come, my children, listen to me;
I will teach you the fear of the Lord.

Whoever of you loves life
and desires to see many good days,
keep your tongue from evil
and your lips from telling lies.
Turn from evil and do good;
seek peace and pursue it.

The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil,
to blot out their name from the earth.

The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them
he delivers them from all their troubles.

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

The righteous person may have many troubles,
but the Lord delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones,
not one of them will be broken.

Evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
The Lord will rescue his servants;
no one who takes refuge in him will be condemned.


WOW. just...wow.
I don't say this enough, but God does amazing things.
:)

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