compare myself, 2 years ago to now.
2 years ago; cusses regularly, always backstabbing, always gossiping, always annoyed, blinded by idolatry.
now; feels uncomfortable hearing or saying swear words, sort of still backstabbing (slowly changing?), gossiping...sometimes, annoyed...well. not as often. (hopefully), idolatry...still a bit, but not as major.
God has really changed me. WOW. God is truly amazing. Though i may still be quite self-centred (no doubt about it :/) , i'd like to think it's not as bad at before.
God, please continue to change my heart, to become someone more focused on You and your word.
:)
Huh, it's been quite a while since I've posted here. Trials are creeping closer and closer, and you can't say I'm not stressed. But at the same time I haven't been the most productive person...in fact, I must say I'm very lazy. Less than 2 weeks til trials and I'm sitting here writing a blog. Here's how I've been going. All the drama's died down since last time, thankfully. I'm learning to let it go and not let it bother me as much. At the moment it seems that my parents are keeping a close watch on my sister, and God willing, it won't happen again. In terms of Barney, I can't say I don't have feelings towards him anymore, but it has been better. I guess I'm able to be comfortable around him again. My pain has returned, but what can I do. My menstrual cycle is currently terrible- I think I've bled for almost a month now. The pain is as usual, a pain- especially to manage because my meds haven't been of use lately....
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