So sick of this pain. It stops me from doing anything, can't even get out of bed without rolling onto the floor. Can't walk without shuffling and clutching my stomach. Can't even stand up properly. Not to mention I'm always nauseous and dizzy.
This is so annoying. Yet I can't do anything about it. No-one knows what it is. No-one understands what it feels like. It just hurts.
Huh, it's been quite a while since I've posted here. Trials are creeping closer and closer, and you can't say I'm not stressed. But at the same time I haven't been the most productive person...in fact, I must say I'm very lazy. Less than 2 weeks til trials and I'm sitting here writing a blog. Here's how I've been going. All the drama's died down since last time, thankfully. I'm learning to let it go and not let it bother me as much. At the moment it seems that my parents are keeping a close watch on my sister, and God willing, it won't happen again. In terms of Barney, I can't say I don't have feelings towards him anymore, but it has been better. I guess I'm able to be comfortable around him again. My pain has returned, but what can I do. My menstrual cycle is currently terrible- I think I've bled for almost a month now. The pain is as usual, a pain- especially to manage because my meds haven't been of use lately....
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