Extremely aware if how much has changed between us as compared to before. What can I say? People change, I did, you did. I guess we both grew up and moved away from the childish things that we had in common. As much as I wish we could go back to our friendship before, I'm glad we grew up. I'm glad we've become more mature. Because maybe if we didn't, I wouldn't have learnt to deal with change.
You're still my best friend, I still love you a lot. We may have changed, but my perception of our friendship isn't any different. I miss you, but you now is so much better.
I love you.♥
Huh, it's been quite a while since I've posted here. Trials are creeping closer and closer, and you can't say I'm not stressed. But at the same time I haven't been the most productive person...in fact, I must say I'm very lazy. Less than 2 weeks til trials and I'm sitting here writing a blog. Here's how I've been going. All the drama's died down since last time, thankfully. I'm learning to let it go and not let it bother me as much. At the moment it seems that my parents are keeping a close watch on my sister, and God willing, it won't happen again. In terms of Barney, I can't say I don't have feelings towards him anymore, but it has been better. I guess I'm able to be comfortable around him again. My pain has returned, but what can I do. My menstrual cycle is currently terrible- I think I've bled for almost a month now. The pain is as usual, a pain- especially to manage because my meds haven't been of use lately....
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