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By Annie

So, yesterday, I fainted in class and I'm pretty sure it's because of all the stress I'd been under in regards to exams. And although fainting may not be a good thing, I learnt that my mum is very observant. She noticed how much pressure I had on me, and she noticed that all that's really been on my mind was exams. And all day, I was reminded that I shouldn't stress so much, and I shouldn't put myself under too much pressure.
Dad told me that there really was no pressure placed on me by my parents, and it was all me pressuring myself that this happened.
And I think I agree.
I'm always so worried that I'll fail, always so worried that I won't do well. But it's okay. It's not that I'm not capable right?
So calm down Annie, you got this. You'ce put in the work, now it's up to God.

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