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By Annie
As we get more and more comfortable with each other again, the harder it is for me to get rid of the feelings I felt towards him. At first I thought, okay, this is great. I'm being honest with him, and I was beginning to think that it was helpful. I really thought what he said on the 8th was a turning point for me.
But now, I just feel like I took a step backwards to the starting line, rather than moving forward. 

I'm not blaming him for this because I know he is trying his hardest to be as helpful as possible. It is all me. 

Dad, what do I do? After months and months of prayer for you to take the feelings away, they still linger. Even after letting him know just to let go, I run back. What do I do? 

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