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Thoughts on future plans

Lately I've been putting a lot of thought into moving to Newcastle for uni (that is if I don't end up in UTS)
Reasons being, it might be a good idea to move away from home and live independently for a while. I've always wanted to move away anyway, especially because I've never really felt comfortable at home. 
Also, it'd be good to spend some time away from B. (but who knows what will become of this by the time this happens)
The cons would most definitely be accommodation costs and living fees though. It's really expensive to move out of home, so I don't know if I really want to do it. 

Hey Dad, wherever I end up, I know that you are in control of my life. Uni, no uni, move away, stay home, whatever it is,I can say that you have a plan for me in this life, and I will follow through faithfully under your guidance. Let your will pan out in my life. 

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