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信じられない...

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By Annie

Chatting over dinner with my parents about relationships and marriage related stuff. It was quite an interesting conversation where the conclusion they both want me to get married quicker haha.
That's not the point of this though...
The point is that we go to the topic of having kids and they both refuse to believe that I can't have kids. (Naturally anyway)
Mum especially doesn't want to believe, saying things like, "what are you talking about? Of course you CAN have kids. You don't need to adopt." They still haven't accepted it, even if it's been a few years since the operation.

I don't even think I can actually have kids naturally because of the uterus thing that will most likely cause a miscarriage. *sigh*

What can I do?
I've long gone past the fact that I'm infertile, but thinking about how my parents still think I'm like a normal girl hurts me quite a bit. Thinking about how they still have hope when I know there is none makes me disappointed in myself.
Can't even do one thing right... :/

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