The despair you feel when you're told you can't have a child. The sadness you feel when the pain is a constant reminder of your childlessness. Nobody really understands.
You can accept it, but it will always come back to haunt you. You can overcome it, but you still feel so insecure.
People try to understand. People make analogies and try to console you. But no-one understands. No-one gets the insecurity because they've never experienced it. They won't understand. They don't need to think about these things.
But I do.
And I don't want to.
But I can't help it.
Because I'm insecure.
And I'm in pain.
Lots and lots of pain.
GO AWAY PAIN. I HATE YOU. Why can't you just leave me alone?
Annie, who is drowing in sorrow and pain, look to Jesus. He understands you, even when no-one else does. He understands the pain. He knows what it feels like, ten/twenty/hundred times over. Look to Jesus.
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